Tuesday, October 6, 2009

10:07pm



I feel like I'm going to cry. I miss you so much.
I miss us so much. I miss what we talked about that day in our haze and how relaxed it was. I miss the sun and I miss knowing you. I miss those feelings that I had that fixed me.
You fixed me.
You're trying now and its so obvious. You dangle what you were in my face and pull it away. You dont do it on purpose, and thats whats hurting me. You know this and dont care. You dont have to be exactly who you were. Maybe thats not you anymore. But I miss it. I would just be happy if you stopped forcing it.
This isnt just a cheesy rant. This is a big part of my life, and it is very much real.

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