7:05pm

Pure Morning, Placebo
Photo of Brian Molko

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend with weed is better,

A friend with breasts and all the rest,

A friend who's dressed in leather,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend who'll tease is better,

Our thoughts compressed,

Which makes us blessed,

And makes for stormy weather,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

My Japanese is better,

And when she's pressed she will undress,

And then she's boxing clever,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend who bleeds is better,

My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,

Day's dawning, skins crawling

Pure morning,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend who'll tease is better,

Our thoughts compressed,

Which makes us blessed,

And makes for stormy weather,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend who bleeds is better,

My friend confessed she passed the test,

And we will never sever,

Day's dawning, skins crawling

Pure morning,

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

My Japanese is better,

And when she's pressed she will undress,

And then she's boxing clever

A friend in needs a friend indeed,

A friend with weed is better,

A friend with breasts and all the rest,

A friend who's dressed in leather

11:25pm

I forgot how much I love Fall.

7:56pm

"Today, I found out that, until they have enough money to buy new equipment, our fencing team will be dueling with lightsabers. I now bitterly regret not joining the team."

8:27pm

8:21pm

Agyness Deyn

7:01pm

 Now I know how Joan of Arc felt as the flames rose to her roman

nose, and her Walkman started to melt.

Meet me in Montauk

I know it's over

The Smiths

A beautiful song, that I adore.

Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head

And as I climb into an empty bed
Oh well. Enough said.
I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Oh .
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head
See, the sea wants to take me
The knife wants to slit me
Do you think you can help me ?
Sad veiled bride, please be happy
Handsome groom, give her room
Loud, loutish lover, treat her kindly
Though she needs you
More than she loves you
And I know it's over - still I cling
I don't know where else I can go
Over and over and over and over
Over and over,
I know it's over
And it never really began
But in my heart it was so real
And you even spoke to me, and said
"If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know..
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
Over, over, over, over
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes guts to be gentle and kind
Over, over
Love is Natural and Real
But not for you, my love
Not tonight, my love
Love is Natural and Real
But not for such as you and I, my love
Oh Mother, I can feel the soil falling over my head

Dita Von Teese

Dita Von Teese is the human corset. Just sayin'.

6:49pm

Today is October 12th.

I was standing against the wall earlier. I was drinking a re-heated hot chocolate/vanilla mocha blend from Tim Horton’s. I was having a smoke. I was having a Peter Jackson. Not one of those cheep natives I have normally.

Its days like today that I realize, falling in love with the grass coming through my drive-way stones isn’t so strange.

10:49pm

"Anything to make you smile. You are the ever-living ghost of what once was."

Starry Night

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

People are always telling me to read this, so finally I listened.

I havent read in a week so I was thrilled to get started. A girl named Meredith (who I wouldnt consider a friend really but shes deffinatly someone that I like, and think I could be friends with), let me borrow her copy today. I'm about 3/4 done it. Merediths copy has words and sentences highlighted. I'm assuming she did this because she liked the parts while she was reading. It made me smile though.
I opened this book thinking that it was going to be stupid to be honest. Now that I'm reading it though, I think that theres alot more to it.

It feels so real.

 And the key word there is 'feels' because it really does touch my emotions.

I'm enjoying it alot.

Peace

Peace is unrealistic.
I do not in anyway premote peace nor am I against it.
Peace is only a good thing because there simply cannot be world peace.
Peace is only great when compared to the norm.
Peace is only a word being sold.

8:30pm

I'm not going to lie. I love ranting on here.

I dont expect anyone to read this, but I enjoy it alot. Is that so bad? Haha.

The Curious Case of What the..

Yes, I'm reffering to The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

And no, it was not a good movie. It wasnt 'deep'. Dont even argue with me about that. Dont pretend you liked it. You and I both know what it was.

The only good thing about it was Cate Blanchett. God, she was lovely.

Zombie Walk

Basically, dress up like a zombie, walk around Windsor, look stupid, have fun.

Date: Friday, October 23, 2009

Time: 9:30pm - 11:30pm

Location: Parking lot, Ouellette and Riverside.

Street: Ouellette

4:31pm

I felt your sun again today and it was so warm.

10:07pm

I feel like I'm going to cry. I miss you so much.

I miss us so much. I miss what we talked about that day in our haze and how relaxed it was. I miss the sun and I miss knowing you. I miss those feelings that I had that fixed me.

You fixed me.

You're trying now and its so obvious. You dangle what you were in my face and pull it away. You dont do it on purpose, and thats whats hurting me. You know this and dont care. You dont have to be exactly who you were. Maybe thats not you anymore. But I miss it. I would just be happy if you stopped forcing it.

This isnt just a cheesy rant. This is a big part of my life, and it is very much real.

7:15pm

I'm already slacking on this blogging idea.

I'm probably going to post more then one blog a day.

So sue me.

 

"Why are you wearing that stupid man suit?"

-Donnie Darko