8:48pm

You're beautiful with that look of inclusive apathy displayed on your face.

You make me want to cry.
 I don’t know who to tell.

7:19pm

Dallas Green has a staunch sense of humour. He stood alone on stage in the middle of a packed-to-the-gills room of all-agers, who had been squeezing forth and chattering about how Green had looked in their direction a couple times. He's been though this before - an audience too excitable for its own good, millions of flashbulbs going off as though we were standing in a thunderstorm. He knows what will happen. He knows that the crowd won't just shut up and listen. He knows they will sing along loudly (and badly) and try to talk over the music. And so, he discusses it. Frequently. On stage. He asks the audience to cool the screaming, just for a bit, that he's only one guy and he's pretty quiet. While certainly a light-hearted take, he nonetheless makes the point known, elaborating on fan oddness shortly by declaring that the audience members should shell out the five dollars for the opening band's CD (Machete Avenue). "I know you wave around those $5 bills like it ain't no thang," he drawls. "Well, I have nothing else to sign, can you sign this five dollar bill?" he pantomimes. He warmly thanks Machete Avenue for being on tour with him for three weeks, ignores a few scathing cries form the crowd to play certain songs, and then chimes up, while tuning guitar and in response to someone's insistent yells about "Save Your Scissors," "Did you just say something about Hitler?" Laughter form the crowd. A small smile from Green. "Shave your sister?" he continues. More laughter from the crowd.

6:38pm

If you want me to be happy, give me something to be happy about.

6:04pm

Five

10:52pm

Four

10:41am

In you and I there's a new land
Angel's in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me now
I watch you fast asleep
All I fear means nothing
In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary my sanctuary yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me
snwod dna spu ynam os
My heart's a battleground
snoitome eurt deen I
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
snoitome eurt deen I
You show me how to see
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken
In you and I there's a new land
Angel's in flight
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary my sanctuary yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music inside
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen I
What's left of me what's left of me now
My fears and lies
Melt away
wonk uoy naht noitceffa erom deen

8:14pm

Are you seeing through?

5:36pm

Three
Those guys are actually my third cousins, ahaa.

5:27pm

Aud
rey
Hep
burn

8:01pm

I'm watching Naomi, full bloom
I hope that she will soon explode

Into one billion tastes and tunes

One billion angels come and hold her down

They could hold her down until she cries

I'm tasting Naomi's perfume

It tastes like shit and I must say

She comes and goes most afternoons

One billion lovers wave and love her now

They could love her now and so could I

6:23pm

Two

Want

I really dont know what to do.
What I do know is that I'm not doing this for myself anymore.
This is for you.
And maybe for them.
But not for me.
If anyone else were in this situation, I'd tell them to give up.
I wish I could listen to my own advice and feel right.
Will I do it? Will there be relief? Will I ruin it all?
I feel hypocritical. And I will not tell anyone.

4:50pm

My history ISU is about Dallas Green.

Now I get to spend the next 2 weeks staring

at his gorgeous mug.

Holy crap.

4:41pm

So, I've decided to continue posting

photos from some of my albums at home.
All of them are film.
I'll be trying to post one a day.

I hope you enjoy.  

One

7:23pm

It's been 8 years since I lost a tooth. Thats scary.

9:44pm

One love, one heart.
Lets get together and feel alright.

Long Winter

This was taken by Jordan on vacation up north this summer.

It was everything I could have asked for and more.

This is here as a reminder of summer,

because winter is on its way;

and winter is always long.

9:32pm

"Two things are infinite:
the universe and human stupidity;
and I'm not sure about the the universe."
Albert Einstein

11:44am

Ash Stymest
Thanks Ivana, haha.

10:57am

9:20am

This is a picture of me when I was little.

Well, I guess its actually two photgraphs that were accidentally merged.

I love this picture.

"All these high school days, take that away."

4:02pm

"Did you ride the bullet?"

8:09pm

Harder, better, faster, stronger

While we're being honest

                                                          In all honesty,

I still wear that underwear that says the day of the week on it,
and I watch Dragon Ball Z once a day no matter what,
and I'm not sure if I'm doing this for me,
or for you.
I'm honestly so confused.

Homesick for a place that doesn't even exist

"You know that point in your life when you realize the house you grew up in isn't really your home anymore? All of a sudden even though you have some place where you put your shit, that idea of home is gone. "

"I still feel at home in my house."

"You'll see one day, when you move out it just sort of happens one day and it's gone. You feel like you can never get it back. It's like you feel homesick for a place that doesn't even exist. Maybe it's like this rite of passage, you know. You won't ever have this feeling again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for your kids, for the family you start, it's like a cycle or something. I don't know, but I miss the idea of it, you know. Maybe that's all family really is. A group of people that miss the same imaginary place."

-Garden state

7:03pm

I dont think I want many tattoos.
I think this is probably the only one I'd actually consider getting right now.

5:30pm

Because its safe, and warm, and ours.
Last night was what I needed.

Halloween

I think the true beauty of Halloween is something more profound then candy and parties.

Its not being afraid to be afraid.
And its about trusting complete strangers, essentially, with your life.
I had a fantastic Halloween.